seraphina
rachelle
beverley
halting my painting for a moment,
photographic (memories) becomes more then a sudden passion
as it speaks of an image made faster than the traditional means
(faster in the means of recording and dictations)
i can't paint portraits nor could i ever draw one to depict the beauty of each
and every person whom are dearest, they are divine, as authentic and almost.
beauty is formless, beauty is self - realizing, beauty is itself
as always i try not to put so much of my personal presence or eye witness
(unlike the very use of traditional methods of art making)
making art as a semblance of reality destroys and distorts the beauty of truth - realistic artworks*
(in my personal practice and meditation, seldom do i imitate the truth and beauty of the real world)
unless it was drawn from the very self and it has nothing or no direct' copying of the actual
self - re-appropriation
on their beauty, i was never them, i can never depict them in any means
though i played small part of having the composition and angles to witness their beauty
the camera, the digital, the unearthly machine plays the largest role, almost incomprehensible
i became more than a medium when performing the minor role,
turning into an invisible processor, an almost non-existing platform
as they do not see me when i'm not in the picture taken,
having no verbal interpretation of truth and beauty or
constructed instructions to allow self reflection,
a non-commanding action, gesture
in which allowing them to view their possibilities
in life's enlightenment, self-awareness of themselves
their very own physical reflection of imageries without me anywhere, here
as i was never them
though thy shall be thy
..
image is desire upon reflection - refraction
undoubtedly many live with that in-born desire for ...
the visual world, beauty has always been desirable
attainable, achievable for a purpose of mood/self elevation
the worlds of reality and appearances
beauty elevates everything else
that's why god' gave us a pair of eyes
god* as nature is the world that we see and experience
in which allowing 'elevation
to see beauty - allusion of the truth
to see and perceive the illusion of reality (beauty) into a state of delusion
elevating one's visions towards a spiritually transformative experience
to live with it and attain the goodness'
be it a distortion or be it not a distortion. so shall it be.
it allows and/or arouse doubt, reasoning, intelligence
to come into their life, to seek realization
till they see themselves without need for external reflections
'' it is not the image in the fountain that is meant as the purpose of the reflection of life.
it is the transformative, the metamorphosis that is recognized as essential to fulfill the search for meaning
- a meaning that is found in the literal and metaphorical of the flower ''
just as how fast the blooming period
last on the physical outlook of 'youth'
on these individuals
i am there at that moment,
recreating alternative platform
and gone
PLEASE — CONSIDER ME A DREAM.
create x awake,
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