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separation is an existing dilemma 
separation has always been part of a lifestyle
separation between love ones, friends and families
separation as various forms of thoughts and emotions
separation of self, time and space

recently i've decided to give a go on my take on art and self portrait, 

dividing it into it's separate entities
separating my art diary account on instagram (openthelevel) 
 self portraits account on instagram (orsqr)

art and self are mere separated reflections;

they can never be together; only apart

just as reality and imaginations

art is pure (constant) from the heart

[-for what i deem as 'pure' is always constant, just as god]

and for what the external (physicality of a look)

will never be but on the constant-change (decay)

the universe will always act on our outer and inner self

with time and space, - people and conditions (to put it simply)

art remains immobilized and immortalized

for what is produce and created by the creator

will forever be a state by it's own

with it's rights and justice

art - , the physical outlook nor meaning can only be 

modified, revised or shaped by the eyes and breath of life

nothing will change(move) in a painting, photographs, structures

but only a still frame of an eternal state of constant

though it belong* ( attachment ) to the creator, layman term

ideas are translated from one vision/version to another

we borrow, conjecture, spin and manipulate

nothing was ever or eventually ours, even if it's the idea

they were thought to be received from somewhere 

in the vacuum or abyss, from the source

looking at it, as if borrowed, recycled

still separate, within this context

that it can never belong to anyone

"ideas to ideas, to reality"

similar concept to the conception of I, myself

never do we belonged to our dear mother/father or anyone

it's this birth of life, the idea of actual birth right from the body

into it's separate component, another soul ( consciousness )

our very self will always be a state of our own 

in comparison to another soul

--

only it was, 

as if i have ever agreed with my self 

as i was with my art making

unable to depict my physical transformation 

(which is beyond control and not comprehensible)

having no rights or beyond rights 

to create oneself on the physical outlook

since birth, just yet

i can only relate to the inner world

- the world of thought, realization, observation

art-( creation ) helps one to lose intact with self and imaginations

( within the process of making )

in the state of translation (action gesture)

connects the imagination and into reality

both self and art are (perceive - disillusion to be) 

the act of in the making brings you in-between no-where

that's a state in which i (see to) experience

of unification between 'separations'

i believe

artist or any form of being a creator

for a thousand of years

 never knew what they were doing

by separating original ideas

morphing ideas into relatable

 spinning endlessly around in circles - which i feel is the death cycle of creation

 bringing about more mess to idealize situations of original ideas

into absolute confusion and disorganization

the view'' of an idea will then, and have then
 always and already been separated 

restrained by your frame of vision and finite thought

A HUMAN BEING IS A PART OF A WHOLE, CALLED BY US UNIVERSE, A PART LIMITED IN TIME AND SPACE. HE EXPERIENCES HIMSELF, HIS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AS SOMETHING SEPARATED FROM THE REST… A KIND OF OPTICAL DELUSION OF HIS CONSCIOUSNESS. THIS DELUSION IS A KIND OF PRISON FOR US, RESTRICTING US TO OUR PERSONAL DESIRES AND TO AFFECTION FOR A FEW PERSONS NEAREST TO US. OUR TASK MUST BE TO FREE OURSELVES FROM THIS PRISON BY WIDENING OUR CIRCLE OF COMPASSION TO EMBRACE ALL LIVING CREATURES AND THE WHOLE OF NATURE IN ITS BEAUTY

- Albert Einstein

no matter how widen it becomes, 
the act of widening is itself embracing the 'wholely-separated' once again,
 orsqr

 art : separation is natural - photo print on satin mirror by artist - regina de rozario

art : multi-projections - oil paint on linen by - orsqr

photo : laxas, edit : orsqr