WINDOW TO THEATRICAL WORLD

Window - a limited structure, a restrained viewpoint 
something that you can't expand but to only 
make full use of it with the viewing experience
rather than voicing out as a limitation

wearing the gear made by Eugenia - 2014 sift collection for her graduation show
strangely as it seems, it looks like i'm wearing mushroom clouds out in the evening
the  astonishing gear acting as a hat and a shade for the eyes at the same time, 
was definitely a brilliant concept of two in 1
which made me feel like an evening odd cloud  otherwise due to it's shape
then i started running around like a white cotton in this pastoral field 
which triggered this dreamy and weird experience during the late evening

it's always a pleasure to wear something handmade by someone you know 
especially when the hair was dyed for this expression
in preparation for a total white transformation
am really happy to be wearing someone's creation, thank you! 

all that i could ever as for in this world is endless transformation
 the great spur of energy to create and share

one of the other most memorable thing all this time with photo-taking

was to reenact a moment of what we imagine ourselves to be

to believe in transformation of self, 

beyond other's comprehension and consideration
(basically to be out of yourself)

thinking we are messed-up, showy, unreal

LET THE WORLD SAY YOU ARE CRAZY, THEN YOU ARE FREE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT.

- Janesh Vaidya

 needless to say, the process of creating, the adventures

the communication of something that is about to happened thrilled me

more than what others have to say about their reaction of the aftermath

with each creation 

we lend each other our visions and we portray with multiple purposes

we exchanged for our time and love in what we do

as anyone can be a photographer to snap

anyone can transform and disguise

we play costume party

life is manipulative

so act along

in this, theatrical - world

though we ( most of us ) had never liked ourselves very much 

due to all the scars and fatigue that plague our physical self these years
both physically and mentally

this is the life route and which the decay will outlast us eventually
what we can do is to only endlessly create and manipulate while we can
in this element of making and believing lies pure joy and comfort- happiness
... till then, we have yet to seen the best of ourselves 

i am greatly always overlooking the bodily-self perimeter, which is transformation

the knowing of coming out from your knowledge of who you are, 
from what you always knew about yourself, free from it

telling oneself time and again, to let the body be just the medium to work on

expression through art or fashion or any medium, be it digital

to endlessly express, to keep feeling,

to explore the senses

to kill reality
with theatricality 
of arts
of self
LOVE THE ART IN YOURSELF, NOT YOURSELF IN THE ART.

- Konstantin Stanislavsky

they say welcome to the theatrical world,
filled with full of characters, ironics, disbeliefs and beliefs
paradoxes
the self entertaining self
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photo : eugenia , edit : orsqr

hat : eugenia