ORSQR SURRENDERS TO 50FACTS

i'm not going to pretend that i'm just documenting for myself.. this time

it's facts*

                                                                                                                                         i love documenting,

Hi, i'm orsqr (meaning- flow of motion )

, to get to know me

(what it feels like to be human...when

...most of the time i do really wish that i'm not fleshly civilised)

or what does it really means.. to be civilised

let's first go through my 'mortal' liking (primary&personal interest) :

passionate and broken souls
can't deny how much i adore creation and it's gift especially when working out on magic together (with joint minds)
supporting ideas before arriving to the realisation process, through the conceptualisation and exploration

how oneself does present themselves from thoughts that are able to fracture
and bend into reality to create some awesome realness, besides having one who just embodies it 

basically having a character and attitude ( expressing through clothing , habits, various modes of expressions ) 

spicy & sour (soup usually), very sweet delicacies 

artiste : leona lewis ( heavily and intensely absorb by her tune )

long sleeves, (i'd 'love' the sun so much that i don't intend to be tanned, despite the heat/weather)

when i have an penchant in something / someone, it never quits  (like painting, photography.. or any special relationships )
having a 'thing' for someone who appreciates Frida Kahlo and wears a glove...  

though strongly having a preference for people who covers up, i'm still open to people flaring their assets.
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( I was )
i was an active theatre performer that took the lead role for performing a 2.5hr play with a script of 45pages! 
an avid performer, performing in house ( english ) for school, and representing the school for (chinese) theatrical drama.
i've failed the interview thrice... for entering an art school and was rejected eventually : School of the arts, Singapore 
i was a determined sports player,and had an intense training at the renown Singapore Sports school for badminton
during my youth, I was deemed to be the intellectual disability school for having low IQ and low EQ
then recently just this year on the 15th september, the government sent me to the institute of mental health 

noted-ably,..started art making since 4 due to hyperactivity, and as of now i experience making art more than people.

---(keeping it short)--- 

dislike ( unfitting interest, hurtful, hassle ) :

school ( conformity )

ball related

watches/time

slippers****

 seafood (shells/skin, exoskeleton)

continue .....personality :

big capacity for sharing & helping
i do believe in the welfare of others 
and their stance in providing opinions

i surrender.. to daylight (bright lights)

i have an interest in escaping, mentally

unsoundly would be physically.... ( i don't do self harm )
i'd constantly bring forth my imaginations and observations into reality

i'm highly self motivated due to the undoubtedly basic awareness of death

and that it compels me to utilize my time to experience all facets of existence

possess an appreciation for existence which are dictated in my visuals

space, spaceship, aliens ,teleportation, starry, sci-fi, existential crisis, future

heaven, spirit realms, astral planes, synchronicity..and basically some other mind stuff

i read a lot on that, subconscious/ conscious mind, philosophy 
( book - the power of the subconscious mind )

- http://www.mindreality.com/you-can-program-anything-in-reality 

my favourite color is (the spectrum) of that.. when i'm about to fall sleep, not blue.
i sleep with small lights by the side...
here's a thing- // honestly i'm able to feel the pressure of the spirits but i couldn't see
i don't fear it or find it horrifying anymore, just draining. it's nothing scary, just odds i have to live with

i do enjoy timeless schedule, flexible recuperating hours
immensely huge patience with people or things due to my personal practice in painting

i rarely talk sweet or sugar / entertain..as i meant every-word in the conversation as the final 
and to the best of my collective knowledge through reaping the empowering benefits of a perspective.... 
in accord to reality to suggest or initiate a more open understanding of a concept or whatsoever
usually in a detailed manner like above... to best of my knowledge, yes...i enjoy discussing in details.

everything that i've encountered is of significance to my understanding and growth
i revises my experiences daily, reconnects the contemplations then realise...

i do usually carry a huge bottle of water to hydrate my mind .. and

at times the sufferings (as in boredom, lost of motives) of others occupies me

(regard) existence > (than to) entertain

i don't usually wear my glasses, as if i felt the depth of the world/surroundings 

in ..definition to my 'perfect eyesight' of 125degree. 
(the world gradually becomes a painting .. . resulting from clear at a nearer distance to blur / infinity 
.. that's how the fundamental painting in perspective works.
 with my vision, i spare my 110% attention to people beside me.

not afraid of snakes, or insects, except for black cats that jumps out from the bush at midnight...

I've never wanted anything, pretty much.. only certain necessities for living
i make do or recreate with what i have. i treasure.

rarely jealous. non, je ne regrette rien

pic : oh.nanaz

coming down to this....well it's not really 50 facts or maybe more if you have counted after reading,

assuming.... you do have more than 50 thoughts

you may send me a DM at openthelevel

if you have questions about me which you would anticipate to know.

i'll repost your questions and my answers in the following post

(keeping the user anonymous, if intended)

'when you understand someone's energy, there will never be a need to question their intention.'
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everything that exist in your reality is created by you, all reality is your reality, hence you can program anything in reality

thankyou for reading, this post is for you

i feel you,

orsqr

pic : eeesirbelly